If you know me in real life you’ll know I’ve been thinking a lot about my future and everything that THAT involves. Walking home from the gym right now (it was a short workout but at least I finally went), I began to think about all the guys I’ve met and wanted something more with. I started to think of all the disappointment I’ve felt and then I realized something - if it wasn’t for them I wouldn’t have ANY appreciation when I finally do meet someone I connect with. I would take it for granted. I still may not me emotionally ready for a relationship, but this thought seriously took so much weight off my shoulders.

Remember, there is always a way to look at things positively. It just takes some time to recognize. I’ve felt so lonely these past couple of months. Then I stopped putting so much emphasis on finding that “someone” when I already have everyone - my friends. I forgot they were there to help me. They take my mind off everything and make feel human again. I feel so lucky tonight. I love you all!